I don't really have much to say today. I would update on the weekend, but I didn't leave my house so that pretty much takes care of that. I've been thinking a lot lately about the future and life in general. I think half of my problem with worrying about things is that I have too much time to think. I over analyze everything that comes to my attention. I don't think I've always been like this, but after graduating life in general has become so much more real and the fact that I live at home isn't really helping my situation. I kind of feel like a failure. I feel like I'm letting down my parents because they literally do anything and everything for me and I have done nothing after graduation for them to be proud of. Like all of their money and all of my schooling was for nothing. I need to be out doing something, anything. But what? That's the problem. I have no idea. I have no skills, or tangible passions in life. I only went on to get a Masters in teaching because I didn't know what else to do after graduation. The only thing I love or have ever been truly good at is singing, and I know I don't even have the drive to do that anymore. My biggest fear in life is to end up with a job that I am just completely miserable at. I just feel down. I saw this picture on Pinterest the other day and it really struck a chord with me...
I have issues. I need therapy. Well, I'm sorry this post was a big 'ol Debbie Downer of a post but I use this blog as kind of my diary. I really hate talking about feelings and such, so it just helps to write these things out every once in a while. I'll be back with more randomness and completely pointless posts soon, don't you worry.
Something to leave you with:
"What if you woke up today with only the things you thanked God for yesterday?" Think about it.